All in vain

I love you
But not the way I would
Neither the way I could
And is it fair or is it a must?
Or is it just a matter of trust?

But this
Who can even dream to ask?
What is it under the mask?
Is it 'must' to use in love?
Can it fit you like a glove?

And
Why wouldn't it be enough?
Not all is just fair and bluff?
Fairy tales and fairy lands
All floating on quicksands?

Questions, questions
All in vain,
Maybe even slight insane
Who am I and who are you?
In the end what is it true?