~Today~...

...Today....
Today I am here
But you are not near
I don't even want you to be
Cause I don't want you to see...

Today I walk with no sense
Because the fog is too dense
And I am not even looking for a way
Cause tomorrow is too far away...

I don't look back
I don't look forward
Just leave me a sec
To be just a coward
Don't need compasion
Don't need your care
I don't have passion
Neither courage to dare...

Today I'm low, today I'm high
Today I just wish for all to die
I wish just to be over
And again to be sober...